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[03 May 2003|03:40pm] |
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well anywayz... last night i chilled w/mah bro mikk :) we had fun.... man i missed her!! lol
today i worked 9-3 it wasnt too bad... tommorrow i work 10-2 hopefully it goez by fast...
i have no idea what im doin tonite- i think me & mikki r gunna go to the club n shake our booties... lmao
i still luv him.... :)
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| My Birthday.....lol |
[01 May 2003|02:59pm] |
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awwwee my birthday is coming.... 26 dayz baby!! whoo hooo!!
well i decided to write in here because my friend monica asked me why i never do anymore. i guess it's just because i havent had anything great to write about. but now i feel i do.
im finally starting to hang out w/my old friends that i miss so much. it's great. i feel like i was sum 1 im not for the past 2 months or so and now my old self is coming back.
THANK GOD............ cuz i miss the old me
my *sister* brianne is pregnant.... i'm so excited. :) i wish u the best bri and kno that i am always here 4 u :)
well i gotta go to work at 3:30 and its like 3:00.....
so ill update more later
byebye :)
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| i aint prejudice i dont give a fuck!!!!! tee hee ;) |
[20 Jan 2003|08:29pm] |
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damn. a lot of shit has happened since i last updated which was a long time ago.
school just started a new semester. which is good..... and is bad compared to last semester!!!
friend situations are good. i hang out with mikki every weekend. we have so much fun.... i dont kno what i'd do w/out her... she listens to all my shit... and gives me advice. we're like sisters.... 4 real!
i hang out with hassen sammie sal and enzo a lot too. they're my boyz for life and i love them all so much. & i like enzo!!
missy n larry r back together... which im kinda happy. missy is happy when she's w/him.... and her happiness means a lot since were good friends now.
family shit is the usual...we have our ups and downs. our fights bad days and not so bad days. i always pull thru.....
it's 8:30 and im tired as hell. i got no sleep this weekend....
sat. brooke had sum ppl over.... n i slept w/enzo.... we didnt sleep tho we just layed there and stared into eachother's eyes. it was cute..... but i donno
im out
raChEL***
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| yaaaaaaaaaaa baby!!! |
[04 Jan 2003|06:27pm] |
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well damn i havent updated in a long time.
break has been sooooo much fun. i predicted one thing right, but i can't share what it is..... :)
tonite im goin 2 eko with mikki hass sammie enzo sal....(missy?)
YAY were gunna have fun fun fun :):):)
they have become my friends..... my life. when i go out- its with mikk miss & the boys!! i like it too....
but i miss brooke :(
anyway im out 2 eat dinner.... & go to mikks!
lata playa
xo roch xo
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| damn HYPE on 4 hrs of sleep!!! |
[27 Dec 2002|09:30am] |
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wow!! ok last night (yesterday) was so much fun!!
it started off kinda iffy- got in a fight with heather :( but everything is cool we talked....
i went to mikki's to pick up larry and him & i went on an adventure to cash a check & eventually went to the mall. no joke EVERYONE was there. all i people i hang out with anyway. all the LC boys & sens mik missy me heather.... it was fun. but we didnt hang out with them. me & larry kinda went off on our own. which was cool cuz we havent hung out in a long time that is was finally nice to talk about things. which we did.
larry and i hung out till i had to work at 5. & missy and mikki came to visit me at work then we all came to my house so i could geet ready and get clothes to sleep at mikki's. we did that and then went to mikki's- made plans- went to matt rogers house to hang out with matt ben and randy. we chilled there 4 awhile.... did my favorite activity then we all left. sam marino followed us to mik's we picked up derrick and about 15 other ppl came over miks till bout 2ish. that was a lot of fun :);) haha.... larry showed up with jay... that was cute!
us girls stayed up talkin till about 215ish.... then larry called me.... & we talked till like 330. it was kinda like phone war for him & missy.... cuz they can't talk, yet everyone talks about them in their face. AHHHHHH.... im not in the middle. thats all i care..........
but today- me mik & missy r suppose to go to GLC... but i donno cuz mik wouldnt get up!! lol..... larry wants to go- but he wont cuz of missy (((which is gay))) but oh well
anyways
im out
xoxo rach
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| finally...... xmas break is here!!!!!! |
[23 Dec 2002|10:25am] |
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14 days off.... or something like that!! i am happy, very very happy.
this weekend was pretty fun. friday i hung out with mikki and missy. we went to the basketball game and after went to the mall and met up with sammy and his friend. that was fun.
saturday i went to my grandpa's house and saw my moms side of the family for christmas. then got home and went to the mall with becky and eventually picked up heather. we hung out with larry ryan zach & whitey. that was fun... did some illegal stuff and went home at 3 in the morning.
sunday i hung out with elyse all day. we went to my work dinner and then to derricks. then we went to eko. then came home.
today i have no idea what im goin to do. i donno what i feel like doin.... it's xmas eve eve! haha ummm YA!
peace, im out! ha
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| sickness takes over :'( |
[18 Dec 2002|10:20am] |
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i feel like total shit today. this morning i woke up after having a dream that i got really really sick and had to be put in the hospital and i had a really nautious feeling in my tummy. the next thing i knew i was in the bathroom puking. it was so sick!! i have a fever.... i keep sweating... and ive puked about 5 times :( it blows. i can't eat... can't drink.... and i feel like im goin to DIE!!!
yet even tho im sick teh only thing i can think about... is my damn spanish test that im gunna get in trouble for not being there today to study for tommorrow. and im gunna have to take it tmmororw... and ill fail :'(
my parents aren't home... they like went to lunch or somethin! so im here all lonely puking every 1/2 hour. greaaatt!!! NOT!!
but im out i feel like im gunna puke.... ahhh!
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| i want my..... |
[13 Dec 2002|11:50pm] |
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ass smacked legs wide front back side to side pussy wet slip 'n' slide
aww... i am so happy. derrick and i hung out tonite. first time in like 2 months. i missed that boy more than i ever thought possible. i love him so much. (((not in love))) it was great. i ran up the stairs to his door and like freakin jumped on him as soon as he opened the door. we hugged FOREVER too!! aww.... that kid really does have the specialist place in my heart....
but other than seein my ass monkey, nikki & i drove around and i screamed out the window and talked to 6 different boys. haha it was a lot of fun. haha whooo hooo.... my voice hurts!!
talkin to lotza ppl..... byebye
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| today was awesome!! |
[11 Dec 2002|04:19pm] |
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well today is one good day..... i dont care what anyone thinks about it.
larry came up to me & hugged my in school today. it made me so happy i cried. were finally friends again, that's all i ever wanted was his friendship. it feels good!!
bri- i love u!!
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| what a fuckin friday night !!! |
[07 Dec 2002|12:49pm] |
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i had so much fun last night. like WHOA!!
1st mikki came over my house round 6ish and we chilled here for a little while. then we went back to mikki's and she got ready. then we went to sens new house and met up with sens heather & missy. then we all went to an eisenhower party. which the boys were cute, but we were the only girls there @ the time. so we wanted to leave.... and we did.
then we went to hachigians house cuz they had a party. that was fun. talked to some ppl i havent talked to in awhile!! we left there at like 12 and went back to mikki's. sens and missy went to missy's house with larry. there is a lot of drama goin on right now that i do not wanna be involved... one word i wanna say tho... pathetic!!! but whatever floats ur boat....
me mik and heather had a lot of fun. at like 2 in the morning we snuck out and went to some hotel party. then when we came home mikki's mom cought us. can u say... fucked!??!!?
but i think it's gunna be okay.... cept mik's mom was pissed.
oh & we snuck over to missy's to... went thru her window haha
we came home and went to bed at like 4-5 or something
now here i am... & my rents r gone!! yay
come come over!!
p.s. derrick called me... says we need to "talk"
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| my girl.... #1 |
[04 Dec 2002|09:27pm] |
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angel of mine: i really have one... her name is elyse!!
i love her 2 death... :) yaya baby & im proud!!!
ne ways... not lotta write about but u kno!! haha yaya
i guess im out!! just wanna say...
i love elyse!! she is my sis :)
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| major slut entry.... not ashamed either |
[02 Dec 2002|08:27pm] |
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ok right now i wanna do shit with so many guys. im not gunna of course... but is it bad i wanna like fuck a few diff ppl?
ahah... wow!! good band i love...
taking back sunday.
damn they r tight!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whoo baby yea
anyway... new shit in life
finally turning out gooooooooood!! haha yessssss
im out tho.... too much too much
((( but im happy, can u tell )))
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| gone all day... party all niiiiiiiiiiight |
[30 Nov 2002|09:05am] |
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hey hey. so yesterday was a ton of fun. i got up at 545 and went shopping with becky. it was fun we got a lot accomplished!! (((me mostly for myself))) haha but then i came home & went to best buy with my dad to look @ car systems for the new car i might be getting... :) tiiiiiight shit
then i got to drive my dads truck! whoo
elyse & i went to the mall... went to the movies... visited our friend from dakota, ryan, then picked up missy, & met chris n zach up at the mall. we hung out for a little. then we picked up mikki & came to dj's 4 a party. chris n zach eventually came.
let me tell u it was total craziness.... u wanna kno what i did?!?! u gotttttttttttttta ask!! haha :):):):)
every1 went home... me elyse dj sonny and dave spent the night here and watched movies & fell asleep. i went to bed at like 2
now im up at 9.... tired!
what's in store for me today???
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| ur there beside me, but ur so far away..... |
[28 Nov 2002|11:11pm] |
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wow... today was kinda good after all. watched movies with my dad and brother all day. frailty, men in black 2 and dragonfly. that was interesting. then had family dinner... yumm!! i ate waaaayy too much tho.... :(
tonite at round 7ish bri and brooke picked me up to spend the night @ their house. we watched movies and ate. haha what we do best... LAZY ASSES!! i ended up feeling really sick.. so now im home. i'd rather puke @ my own house....
anyway... tommorrow im goin shoppin real early with becky.
then hangin out with chris !!! yay
gnite :)
happy thanksgiving, & i love you
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| i miss u so much i long 4 ur love.... |
[27 Nov 2002|11:15pm] |
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it scares me my heart gets so weak that i can't even breathe how can u take things so easily baby why arent u missin me
good good song....
today was pretty sweet. chris called to hang out, but i was kinda in trouble & i had to work so i couldn't. i cleaned pretty much all day b4 i went to work.
after work got pizza and brooke came over.
WE WATCHED THE RING!! scary shit man, but the best fuckin movie i ever saw.......
i colored a pic today... it's so cute. it's not really a PICTURE but its words on paper... colored- funfun
tommorrow is thanksgiving. it sucks. i have no family. both my grandparents died this year & my older brother & his family are idiots so were not spending the holiday with them. & i have no other family in michigan :( it doesnt even feel like a holiday
well im out nite nite
*ray
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| at school.... study hall rules... NOT |
[26 Nov 2002|12:56pm] |
ok yea so i am so bored. all i need right now is tylenol er somethin cuz i got the worst head ache ever, and im bout to cry!
the only person online is missy... so im talkin to her
today is last day of school for like 5 days... thank heaven man. i cant take much more. ahh....
i want to eat turkey so bad. lol yay i am happy. 2 more days baby!!
anyway, i'm out... too much
*ray
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| whooooooaaaaa!!! |
[23 Nov 2002|11:54am] |
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last night i died my hair black
my mom hates it, but that's part the reason i like it so much
i'm happy.... brooke and i are good now. & i'm talking to nikki again... we'll see how everything goes
friends dont last forever in some cases... & right now i dont have a friend that meant the world to me, but i donno how to take it... good- bad... i donno
i'm kinda carefree lately... cuz i have changed so much. this year has been a major eye opener.
i like this boy... who told me yesterday he liked me. he is really cute... and he is really nice. i almost fucked things up tho by telling him something i never should have. but what i told him is so over with and done that now we have a good chance... :)
my fav group right now is sugarcult. there songs are so meaning full... i love em
but im out... im gunna clean my house cuz that's my punishment for dying my hair black
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damn..... right now i wanna fall off the face of the earth and never come back. i can't live in my house anymore without feeling like im going to explode. i hate them all.....
and again... the only person who seems to be here and care is elyse. no matter how long its been since i talked to her.... she's the only person i want to cry infront of.
anyway... enough about that. had to get sum frustration out. lata
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| long week and weekend........ |
[10 Nov 2002|06:05pm] |
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well damn. this whole week i was kinda grounded. i did get to hang out with zach tho. :) so that was fun.
friday night i went out with mikki and missy. missy had her baby (((even tho she killed it haha))) so we took that thing everywhere! then sens spent the night over my house and we watched corky ramano. that was some funny shit.
saturday i went to the mall w/sens and bought some pants. then went to the club with missy, mikki, heather, and sens. dude that was the most fun i have had in a long ass time. then i spent the night at mikki's house. we stayed up till 3 and woke up at like 645 cuz she had a soccer game. :-/ it was hell!! lol
then sat around today... and went shopping with brooke and jenny. now im home. and got a ton of chem i should do. but im just not motivated to do it. im in a sad shitty ass mood.
well... lata *ray*
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[06 Nov 2002|03:24pm] |
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today someone asked me to comment in my livejournal since i havent written in it in quite awhile. a lot has changed......
i'm becoming best friends with sens and heather. they are awesome. ive been hangin out with them a lot lately. i think some people are mad about it tho. i still talk to jackie... and mikki every once in awhile. and now missy and i are cool. which YES i am glad.
everything has still been crazy tho.
monday spent the night at sens house with heather and larry. it was fun times. smoked weed for the first time. didnt get high tho. started talkin to zach. he's cool and a FOX @ that. haha
this week might suck. im kinda grounded. but whatever. friday i'm havin ppl over. lemme kno if ur comin.
school.... wow! i need to seriously slow my role. i'm doing so bad. i'm ashamed of myself. and it sucks!
i have so much i could talk about, but really i have no desire.
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